haven’t been on in a while. glad this decided to work. ummmm summer is soon, since we’re like the last high school in the state to get out!!!! uggg have to write a paper for history. ummm had last math test today. i could get a 40 on my final and still get an A for the year which is pretty funny. but even if i get a 100 on the final i will still only have a 96 for the year. well, gotta go do that lit hw i forgot about till now…
ok, so that totally isn’t how bella discovers that jake is a werewolf, but nice visual =]
I”ve been watching America’s Next Top Model like this whole day. and i feel terribly pathetic. and lazy. oh. well i read like…..ten chapter of catcher in the rye for school. but then i got angry. cause that guy. SUCH A FUCKING LOSER. like who complains about everyone? he’s messed up. he must be. if i met him in person, wanna know what I’d do? PUNCH IN THE FACE. hahahahahah. yeah. uhhhh
I love ANTM. Really do. But it just keeps going on and on and on. Like it needs to stop or i’ll just keep watching. I mainly just wanna look at the pictures. I still don’t understand what pretty is. I can understand a pretty picture, but not to a certain extent.
Ah. and my dog is sicker. yeah. she’s in the hospital. My dad asked me if we should keep her here or spend money to have her at the hospital. Well he never actually asked cause i didn’t pick up my phone. but my parents decided to keep her in the doggy hospital. my mom told me later that she figured i’d say no to keeping her in the hospital cause i’m money conscious. thanks mom. thanks. but no, like i don’t want her there cause i don’t know the chances of her getting better? what if it’s all in vain? What if she just feels more pain there, surrounded by people she doesn’t know doing all these strange things to her? Why would i want that for my dog? I wouldn’t. If she’s going to die, at least be home where she’s with her family. Not alone in some hospital. but i hope they make her better.
ANOTHER ANOTHER NOTE. my house => no food in it right now. NONE. like my mom hasn’t gone shopping for days. like i know there is the dog crisis, but still before that you had time. and now she’s going shopping for my grandfather instead. Now, my grandfather lives like…45 minutes away. and he has a caretaker living with him and taking care of him. yet apparently, she can’t go shopping for him. so my mom has to. she has to put her father as the priority over her own kids. well.. i guess that makes sense cause he’s old and it’s “dire.” and if we are desperate we can always go out ourselves or eat like…idk a meal we have to actaully put some TIME into preparing, but. idk. i’m still kinda rawrish about it. but not really. i feel emotionless right now. that’s not good. i was just gonna go tan. but now the sun is gone maybe? idk. this really isn’t interesting. what so ever. but i wanted my thoughts out. if only for myself, ya know?
wow lauren. never watched that show. and hahahah i LOVED catcher in the rye! it was so amazing…although analyzing it too much made me literally go insane. but thats okay. awww your poor doggie! im sure that the people at doggy hospital are helping her. i hope she gets better soon!!!
(via helloradio) this is really cool. ‘cept i have no idea what the car is doing.The car is on fire. From the arrows. With hearts. On them. Hearts + Arrows = cupid. WHY DOES NO ONE UNDERSTAND MY ART! XD
because it’s really har to read on your page, mel. honestly, i had no iea what was happening.
*disclaimer: i only hate my computer about 33-50% of the time
ok, so a few months ago my friend and i made this video on windows movie maker. it was all choppy on my computer so i was supossed to send it to her, but i never did. anyways, today i was like, “why not just put it on fb?” cuz that always makes my vids run well. so i tried. turns out, movie maker doesn’t work on fb. actually, movie maker files apparently AREN’T MOVIE FILES! that was a greatttt idea microsoft. so i figure, “google!” to download a converter thing. and i typed in exactly what i needed, and the first result was like “yay! here’s a converter for free” so i was like “neat” (btw i didn’t say this outloud it’s like thoughts) and it downloaded, an after some trouble i found out where it went and i installed it. there is a little box that says “input file” so i click to insert my .mswmm file. and guess what? IT WASN’T THERE. yeah, the program i download for something doesn’t actually find that thing. of course, i can convert any quicktime movie i want. APPLE. yep. now i wonder if i edited it with an apple program-would it work? or maybe if i download the editing program from the ppl who made the converter. an then redid the entire (ok, it’s only a minute long movie) movie in that. so basically, I BLAME MICROSOFT. even if it isn’t their fault, it is now.
i think i might be switching to team jacob for new moon :Dif you do i will definitely not speak to you. for a long time.
but he is soooooooooooooo f-ing hot. i want him. in bed lol :)
i will still refuse to talk to you.
emily. YES YES YES YES YES. he’s gorgeous
lauren, we should refuse to talk to claire if she doesnt consider switching :)
i refuse to abandon edward for an actor. besides. jacob loses anyway. when have i ever picked the losing side? never, would be the answer
well, he is a fucking hot actor, so if you dont mind. i will be choosing him whilst watching the movie, but in reality still choosing edward.
…no. fail. that is still abandoning edward. stop being so fickle!
WELL, I MIGHT JUST HAVE TO. so there. he is to hot.
I WILL BE FORCED TO IGNORE YOU OUT OF SHAME.
I WILL BE FORCED TO RAPE HIM. and send you pictures after :)
do whatever. BUT YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SWITCH TEAMS.
NO. HE IS MINE! (and kelley’s too?) <3
Do you ever get the feeling like everything needs to change? I usually cut my hair or dye it each time I get restless with life. Cause that’s an easy change people can make, and it will always go back. Maybe it’s summer approaching or something, but I want to do something big. I want to be daring and a little dangerous. I can’t just sit still and wait for everything to change around me. I want to take chances and lose a little. In the process, maybe I’ll gain a little too. I want to talk to some random person I’ve never talked to before, I want to go to a different country. I want to be seen and dance around and fly a kite and go on a bike ride. I want to scream at the top of my lungs and jump off a rock into a spring below. I know it’s cliche, and it’s all about wants. But I can’t let fear hold me back any longer. I refuse to be lazy when there is so much waiting for me.
amen to that, lauren
ever though about going out with someone, even if you didn’t like them? not a pity date, but like, maybe it would just be logical? it’s an interesting thing to consider-thinking about love logically. because when you can think about it logically, you must not like the person, right? that’s my theory anyway.
it’s hot out and i want to go swimming again. and yay aummer is only 1 MONTH AWAY! yep, 1 month and i won’t care about anything…except for those 7 books i have to read. ugggg. still gotta sign up for that excel program thing. reading boring books sucks. but i get to go to clairey’s houe soon so it’s all good. i haven’t done my homework yet-w/e.
I will never understand the obsession with American Idol. It’s just not that good…
CLAIREY! IT’S AMAZING! you know you secretly love it. but i still love you =]
so American Idol is officially over, with Kris as the winner. no one saw this coming a few weeks ago, NO ONE! so that’s pretty cool. and hey, he gets props for playing instruments and being so modest-it’s cute! Yes, I liked Adam from the begining, and had the finale been who we expected, he would have won. Sadly, middle America (you know, the part between NY and LA) just isn’t ready for someone as insane and over-the-top as Adam. btw, I loved his performance with Kiss!! it’s just like anything that needs consumer support-gotta be normla enough for the majority. You can’t deny that Adam will get a record deal in like no time at all. Besides, winning American Idol locks you into their contract, and that just wouldn’t have been as good for him. So good job Kris and good luck to both b/c you are both really good.
<3KRADAM (because you know it would happen if…)
